Complains

Recently a lot of disruptive issues happened at work. It made me feel very bad about my efficiency and could not really help but start to get grumpy and complaining about every single thing that did not go the way it was supposed to.

Really, complaining to anybody, including colleagues and friends or family is not a bad thing. I feel that after complaining, it actually takes away the stress that stores up inside the heart and make yourself feel better. In fact, after complaining, I will always feel relieved and that a load is lighten; ready to face the next challenge that comes along.

However, complaining too often and turning myself into a grumpy old woman is not a good thing at all. Unfortunately, because of the need to de-stress myself, more often than not, I feel that I am complaining too much, telling the same story to different people over and over again. The results? Instead of feeling relieved after complaining, I get even more angry and started getting more grumpy. It becomes a bad cycle that the more you complained, the more angry you feel and the more grumpy you get with more complaining...

Maybe, I should just stop. Take a deep breath and sleep early to start saving energy to face the next day, instead of reflecting too much on the bad things that have happened today.

We look forward to tomorrow, thinking that it will never be worse than today.
We look forward to tomorrow, thinking that today is not the worst day of your life.

最近，心情有點鬱悶。
清晨上班途中，仰望著陰天，感受細雨打在臉上。胸口有點悶悶的，淡淡的寂寞隨著細雨打在手上，臉上。。。 長常地吐了口氣，繼續往公司的方向前進。

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Handphone Spoilt

My handphone spoilt liao! And I didn't even drop it once since I bought it. I merely changed my phone card to the other phone because my own phone's batt was running low... Then when I tried to change it back, it wouldn't work anymore! I was like 'oh shit what the fish?? ' This phone is less than half year old lor...

Later tried various ways to revive it, re-charged, and plugged into the PC hoping the software installed can save it... Unfortunately, it still didn't work. Looks like I will need to go down the service centre to get it fix, which till now I have yet to go since last week... 'cause I no time plus too lazy... sianz..

Anyway, now I will occasionally check for sms using my bro's phone, and now 'radiation-free'. Just realised that one day I am like a parasite, using my bro's phone, and when the phone batt ran low, I just hop over to use my mom's phone, then my aunt's phone... taking out their card and using their phones...

Not too bad lah, just hope that people won't get frustrated when they cannot contact me via phone...