The whole month is basically going to be occupied with lots of classes because it is the starting of the a new, but heavy semster, with both subjects starting off with transport... transportation management and economics....
Tell me how I am suppose to deal~ with you?? (Michael Bolton - How Am I Suppose To Live Without You)
Okay, enough of crap, let's continue with the grandmama's complaint of the day...
Then there is, of course, the language course that's being continued for 2 years, just that I have changed it from a Sunday to Saturday, and I guess I cannot sleep through the classes anymore, because the new teacher quite strict and sweet. Beautiful (oh!) but tough. Unfortunately, she said that she is responsible for classes of the same level, which means that I cannot escape from her clutches to continue my slacking attitude...
Starting Feb, I would be enrolled to a course sponsored by the company, followed by the normal Wednesday drumming practice... provided I can still be alive and continue playing after the Feb performance is over...
Needless to say, on top of all these, the once dream job (bian pia mia) has utterly turned into one with deadlines to meet and tons of things to learn with sooooo little time.
All in all, it goes to say that I will extremely busy like the flips of a rotating fan... and I will miss meeting my friends for at least half a year...
Frankly, I didn't really think of this point until my friend told me that if I continue to be such a greedy girl who thinks too highly of her own capabilities, I will have to sacrifice time to meet with friends and have family gatherings to cope with all the load.
Hey ah ******, thanks for reminding me that, so can you please tell me what is the solution to this? Cut my throat and let all the blood out just like old times cut-the-chicken-throat ritual?
Aiyo... I am like a cloth that is squeezed so dry that not a single engergy juice is left in me... might as well... this is literally suicide.
Sighed -
A bimbo wannabe
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