To Qix...

maybe this will make you feel better?..

about MY job - no $$$ prospect, thinking of moving on to god-knows-where, BUT still kenna stuck! Glam on the outside, rotten at the inside.

about ME getting apartment - waaay out of the consideration, maybe can use the savings to buy the toilet bowl and slowly start building up from there?...
however, investment to SG properties is always good, it will get to heavenly price the way it goes now... (like make people go heaven just by looking at the price..)

about diving - just spend the money until one day u damn sianz about it. rather than regret one day that you never done it!

about family - shows u r concern if you are really thinking about it. Basically i don't even attempt to even think about changing anything at all.

about life - ditto to that. but don't know how to change it to make it happier, just have to make sure that it doesn't get to the point where I have to pop pills to stop myself from jumping off the flat... lol..

Finally: sometimes life just lacks a purpose to get busy and be happy about, but u will still want to wake up to the sunshine every morning and feel good to simply breath the air, listen to sounds around you and move your body to feel all limbs intact and in order. : )