Is today when I went to Vivocity to window shop after my lunch. I saw the it at first floor with few Christmas Trees and Christmas tree decorations are all up on the shelves for sale.
It was then did I realise November First is today, and Christmas is really coming in less than 2 months' time. It is not far away, considering this 'Christmas feel' will start lingering in the air starting from December.
I always have this very special and rather... complicated feeling towards Christmas. Especially excited and happy, yet espeically depressing and nostalgic all at the same time. It is not because that my birthday is round the corner (I don't feel especially 'special' on my birthday), but maybe because this is the last holiday that notes the end of a year. It makes me think back on things that I have done for this year and things that I did not. This comes along with the rather exciting hope of the New Year and what it has in hold for me.
It's complicated, and it starts making my hormones go crazy and my emotions starts getting capricious. Even the touch of a leaf or rainy weather will get me all emotional and start to wonder about things in my life and others... I become sensitive like that of a poet. Too bad, I don't know how to make poems, else I will be making poems about life and stuff... ha...
Well, perhaps this is the last blog before my exams. I hope after that, I can put in my more effort to throw more rubbishy, 'readable' and entertaining compositions in here to get rid of cobwebs and dust.
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